My First Shepherd

In the story of the Good Shepherd, Jesus describes Himself as the Shepherd and His followers as the sheep. His sheep listen to His voice, while others are not of His fold because they simply choose not to listen. Jesus assures us that if we are willing to listen to His voice, we can never be taken away from God the Father, since Jesus and the Father are one. Like any Good Shepherd, Jesus is dedicated to keeping all His sheep safe, even those who sometimes wander away. Continue reading “My First Shepherd”

Crooked Sticks

Have you ever thought of how different we all are? Our DNA is unique and is completely different from that of any other person. We know that families share common DNA, and even identical twins have minor differences. Don’t you find it strange that with all of the people on this earth, no two people have the exact same personality? Some are more alike than others, but each of us is unique. How creative our God must be! Continue reading “Crooked Sticks”

Solution Abide In Him

I love the Christmas season and am always sorry to see it end. The beautiful lights and decorations are amazing; however, what I enjoy most is the spirit of goodwill and kindness that seems to permeate wherever we go. I love the fact that people say Merry Christmas in all kinds of situations. Whether we realize it or not, it is like we are telling Jesus “Happy Birthday” several times a day. Our Savior came to save us, yet Scripture states in John 10:10 that Jesus also came to give us an abundant life. Abundant life does not necessarily mean a life without struggles, but rather a life full of purpose and meaning.

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Thanksgiving Leftovers

One of the wonderful things about the celebration of Thanksgiving is all the food! I am sure that at some point in your life, you gathered with family or friends and enjoyed a Holiday feast. Sherry is a great cook, and now the kids often bring their own dishes, so we have an authentic buffet. The food is always so great on Thanksgiving Day, but some of it seems to be even better after Thanksgiving! So, on Friday, we might have turkey sandwiches. I like turkey sandwiches on Friday. They are not bad on Saturday, but by Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday, my taste for Thanksgiving leftovers begins to wear a bit thin. I am now craving a pizza. Enough with the leftovers! Sometimes that happens in the Christian life, also. I wonder if our Lord gets tired of thanksgiving leftovers?

Psalms 138:1 “(A Psalm of David.) I will praise thee with my whole heart: before the gods will I sing praise unto thee.”

We could call this a heartfelt thanksgiving. This is more than one day a year. God calls His people to live lives of constant thankfulness. He doesn’t want our leftovers. He should not have to accept a mere acknowledgement that the season for Thanksgiving is upon us, and then we must quickly transition to Christmas! No, as important as the Christmas season is, we must never forsake the spirit of Thanksgiving. I know that commercially, Thanksgiving is just a small bump in the road between Halloween and Christmas, but it shouldn’t be that way for us.

We are called, as Christians, to be different. We are to be a people characterized by wholehearted thankfulness. All of our days should be days of Thanksgiving. As you take a look at Psalm 138, you will find that this Psalm breaks into three sections. Let’s look at what the Psalmist is saying. 

The Expression Wholehearted Thanksgiving.

“I will praise thee with my whole heart: before the gods will I sing praise unto thee. I will worship toward thy holy temple, and praise thy name for thy lovingkindness and for thy truth: for thou hast magnified thy word above all thy name. In the day when I cried thou answeredst me, and strengthenedst me with strength in my soul.” Psalm 138:1-3

What is thankfulness? True thankfulness is an expression of godliness. True thankfulness acknowledges that it is God, and not we ourselves, who are the source of our blessings. I submit to you that only a godly man or woman is truly thankful. Thankfulness is a spiritual virtue activated in us by God Himself. A man without Christ really does not know how to be grateful. Oh, he can be thankful for his family or for his health, like anyone else. But, since he doesn’t understand the source of it all, he falls short of real Thanksgiving.

For instance, in Psalm 97:12 we find this admonition: “Rejoice in the Lord, O you righteous, and give thanks to his holy name!” So, who is truly qualified to give thanks? It is the righteous. As we recognize that it is only by God’s steadfast love and faithfulness that we have received our blessings, we begin to understand how bankrupt we are in ourselves. Every good and perfect gift comes from God, and a genuine, heartfelt thanksgiving readily acknowledges that.

The Psalmist here says that he acknowledges his thankfulness “before the gods.” What does that mean? In David’s time, the gods spoken of were the false idols of the pagan nations around Israel. These competed for the attention of Israel and the people of the true God. They promised various blessings through their teachings. But their promises were empty, as these were the false gods of those who did not follow our Lord.

These things were false in David’s day, and they are false in our day as well. You see, we have our own Baals and Molechs all about us that call for our attention. These false gods that would seek the affection of the Church also encompass us. We see all around us. They would divert us from the one true God. These are the pagan philosophies and teachings of our day that promise us rewards and blessings if we follow them. That brings us to our second point:

The Experience of Wholehearted Thankfulness.

“In the day when I cried thou answeredst me, and strengthenedst me with strength in my soul. All the kings of the earth shall praise thee, O LORD, when they hear the words of thy mouth. Yea, they shall sing in the ways of the LORD: for great is the glory of the LORD. Though the LORD be high, yet hath he respect unto the lowly: but the proud he knoweth afar off.” Psalm 138:3-6

David says that he had called on the true God and was honored to sing praises to the Lord. Because of his knowledge of the Lord, David said he had observed four things. He had learned that God always meets our needs (Verse 3), communicates with His children (Verse 4), has great glory (Verse 5), and regards the lowly (Verse 6). And finally, we notice:

The Endurance of Wholehearted Thankfulness.

“Though I walk in the midst of trouble, thou wilt revive me: thou shalt stretch forth thine hand against the wrath of mine enemies, and thy right hand shall save me. The LORD will perfect that which concerneth me: thy mercy, O LORD, endureth for ever: forsake not the works of thine own hands.” Psalm 138:7-8

It’s one thing to speak of a heartfelt thanksgiving when we sense that our souls have been strengthened and things seem to be going well. However, David says here, “though I walk in the midst of trouble…” A heartfelt thankfulness endures in the bad times as well as the good. This is not some fair-weather friend. Even in the midst of trouble, true Thanksgiving endures. Why? Because our thankfulness is not based upon our outward circumstances!

I know that it is not always easy to be thankful on the bad days. You may get up late because the alarm doesn’t go off. You don’t have time to pray or eat breakfast. On the way out of the house, you trip over the dog and smack your toe on the door jam. You get to work late, argue with the boss, and come home at the end of the workday only to find you have forgotten it is your anniversary. Not a good day!

Now, David’s trouble was more severe than losing your car keys. David, the king of Israel, had been exiled from his throne, and people were trying to kill him! One of those people who was trying to kill him was his own son. Yet it is in the midst of this kind of trouble, David says, I give thanks with my whole heart! How could he do that? Because he knew that thankfulness to God does not depend on outward circumstances or success.

Conclusion: God calls on His children to have a deep, heartfelt spirit of Thanksgiving. We serve the same God as David. God calls us to be a people who rest in His steadfast love and don’t waver in times of difficulty. Sometimes we think it’s easy to be thankful when everything is “going right.” But when things don’t go the way we want them to, then being grateful becomes a little more difficult. But God’s love is steadfast for us as it was for David, and though we may walk in the midst of trouble, God’s abiding love and mighty hand are strong to deliver us. The Lord will fulfill His purposes for us, and He will not forsake us.

Thanksgiving is not just a date on the calendar; it is an expression of our hearts. Rather than giving God a few Thanksgiving leftovers, may we learn to thank God from our hearts for His many blessings upon our lives. May we all enjoy a heartfelt Thanksgiving this year.

Dr. Worthington has been in the ministry nearly fifty years and serves as President of Pathway Ministries and Christian Bible College.

Obedience Can Hurt

“What am I going to do? Why did the Lord tell me? Maybe Eli won’t ask me. Maybe I shouldn’t tell him all that God said.”  Can you imagine being Samuel and the Lord telling you the future of someone you loved very much, and it was awful? I Samuel 3:15 states, “And Samuel lay until the morning and opened the doors of the house of the Lord. And Samuel feared to shew Eli the vision.”

The story of Samuel has always amazed me. His mother willingly gave him to God without promise of another child. God blessed her with more children, but not before she left Samuel in the temple with Eli. Scripture indicates that she only saw him once a year from the time he was 3 or 4 years old. I can only imagine how hard that was. She must have been familiar with the temple’s environment at that time. Hannah trusted God and left him with Eli. When chapter 2 of Samuel begins, Hannah is praising the Lord. Why? It does not show her crying as she leaves. It shows her rejoicing over her salvation.

Hannah was obedient to God, even when it hurt. I am sure it hurt her to leave her son with Eli, especially knowing that Eli’s sons were evil. It was well known in Israel. However, she honored God above herself, and she left him there. In I Samuel 2:29b, Eli is warned by a man of God of the consequences of honoring his sons above God.

As Samuel grew up in the temple, he served Eli faithfully. When the Lord called to him in the night, it was Samuel’s first encounter with the Lord (I Samuel 3:7). I cannot imagine being in his shoes. It is hard enough for me to tell someone something I know they don’t want to hear, and much less that their children were going to die and it was their fault.

I have read these verses over and over again, looking to see where God commanded Samuel to tell Eli the words of the Lord. God tells him that He is going to judge Eli’s family because Eli doesn’t restrain his children. Samuel has to tell Eli that he is a bad father, and it is too late now. 

I imagine Samuel contemplated what to do as he lay in the bed that night. When Eli called to him the next morning, he asked him what the Lord said and not to hide anything. He instructs Samuel to tell him the truth. Samuel had a choice. Oswald Chambers points out that God did not tell Samuel to tell Eli the vision. He left it up to him. Samuel had to choose to be obedient. He could not lie to Eli to spare his feelings.

Isn’t it tempting to try to shield others from hurt and suffering? Sometimes it is ourselves we are trying to protect. We really don’t want to discuss someone’s sin and how it is affecting others. We don’t want to tell a friend that the person she trusted has betrayed her.   There are numerous instances where we make soft decisions or soft pedal the truth to justify our actions.

Samuel made the right choice. He told Eli that God said, “…For I have told him that I will judge his house for ever for the iniquity which he knoweth; because his sons made themselves vile, and he restrained them not…”

I Samuel 3:13

The following chapters and verses explain the fate of Eli, and Samuel becomes the leader of Israel. It is a sad story, but it should give us all a wake-up call. As Christians, we face numerous decisions, but only one is truly right. We must be obedient to God no matter what the consequences. We make choices as adults about who to marry, what job to have, how to raise our children, and most importantly, what ways God wants us to serve. We serve Him in every choice we make. There is no way to list them all.

We have many times in our lives when we have to make a choice. When we started Pathway Christian Academy, many people tried to talk us out of it. People we loved and cared about thought it was a wrong decision and a waste of resources. My husband and I had to choose between following what we felt God was leading us to do and listening to those who thought they were looking out for our best interests. Some got upset with us for our choices. We did not want to hurt them, but we had to be obedient.

How many times in your life have you been at a fork in the road? How many times have you had to decide what decision to make? Some decisions involve your children. We were always worried about being too strict. I regret many more of the yes’s than I did the no’s where my children were concerned. When we are asked to do something or go somewhere that we really know we shouldn’t, but we don’t want to hurt people’s feelings, it can be a catastrophe. That “yes” that should have been a “no” can change a person’s life. 

It takes courage and obedience to do God’s will, but it is the only way to please God. Just as it took courage for Samuel to speak to Eli, it will take courage for us to do the right thing. We will sometimes hurt others with the decisions we make. I am sure Mary was deeply hurt many times by yielding to God’s will. She watched her son be beaten and crucified. She had a choice. She could have told the angel she didn’t want to have God’s son. (Luke 1:38)

What choices are we making? Are we responding to God’s will, even though it may hurt ourselves or others? I can’t imagine David running from Saul all those years. He knew he was God’s anointed, but he had to run before he could reign. David could have said, “No, thank you,” but he didn’t. He accepted the call even though it was painful.

We must accept the call of God in our lives, just as others have done before us. We must choose obedience rather than comfort for ourselves or others. If we are to be in God’s will, we must do what God has called us to do. 

May we proclaim, “No matter what the consequences, Lord, I will be obedient and serve you!”

Dr. Worthington has five children and twelve grandchildren. She serves as Principal of Pathway Christian Academy in Goldsboro.

The Potholes Of Life

“Take therefore no thought for the morrow: for the morrow shall take thought for the things of itself. Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof.” Matthew 6:34

Have you ever suddenly hit a pothole? You didn’t know it was there; it suddenly appeared. Had you known, you might have slowed down a bit more, allowing you time to swerve to the left or right to avoid it, but by the time you saw it, it was too late. Pow, and there it was! At the very least, it was annoying; it might even damage your car, or, at worst, you might lose control. Unseen potholes are a nuisance and perhaps even dangerous.

Life is also filled with potholes, and rarely do you get a heads-up that they are coming. If you knew life’s potholes were coming, there might be things you would have done differently, but seldom do you get advance warning. But why not? God obviously knows you are about to hit a pothole. He knows about the problems you will face every day of your life. A heads-up would be nice, or would it?

I think it might be a blessing that our Lord does not reveal to us all the difficulties we will face in the years to come on our journey with Christ. If I had known all the problems I would encounter in the ministry, it would have been far more tempting to remain in the secular world. That world, at least for me, was a lot easier and with a lot less pressure. I’ve made far more enemies and faced far more opposition in the ministry than I ever did in the business world. So, in His mercy, God seldom reveals to us early on all the things that we will go through and have to face in life.

Of course, that does not mean we are never warned of the potholes we will face. Sometimes, God does offer His saints a fairly solid glimpse of what their lot will be. For example, in Acts 9:13-16, we read this about what God told Ananias about the conversion of Saul:

“Then Ananias answered, Lord, I have heard by many of this man, how much evil he hath done to thy saints at Jerusalem: And here he hath authority from the chief priests to bind all that call on thy name. But the Lord said unto him, Go thy way: for he is a chosen vessel unto me, to bear my name before the Gentiles, and kings, and the children of Israel: For I will shew him how great things he must suffer for my name’s sake.”

We know that Paul suffered greatly for his faith, enduring numerous persecutions and opposition. In this case, God warned him well in advance that this would be the path he must travel.

But generally speaking, most of us can’t see what might be around the next corner. When we read Scriptures like Psalm 119:105, where the Bible says, “Thy word is a lamp unto my feet.” We here understand that we receive enough light for each step we take, and not  always for all the miles ahead.

We have the general Word of God with us at all times, but specific guidance and particular divine leading might be harder to come by. One reason is that if we knew all the details in advance, we would not have to rely on faith. Not knowing much about the future means there is nothing or no one we can truly rely on but God.

Also, if a lot of stuff about the upcoming years were revealed to us long ago, most of us would have been too astounded even to want to take the next step. We might have told God that our burdens were too much for us to handle. We would tend to want to tell God, “Please don’t let me go through this, even if it is good for me.”

Or, perhaps we would spend all our efforts trying to avoid the very problems God intended to use to make us champions. I might become so focused on protecting myself that I lose sight of the big picture of serving others and following Christ.

When I became a Christian nearly 50 years ago, I had no idea what would happen over the ensuing decades. I honestly didn’t know specifically what God might call me to do. Whether it was missionary work, evangelism, or teaching, I had no idea what might lie ahead. The fact that I ended up being a pastor, working in Christian education, and Christian radio has all been quite a surprise.

Over the past half century, there have been various trials and hardships. If I had known about them in advance, I might not have been as eager to leave the secular world. Conflicts, betrayals, disappointments, and loss have all been part of my journey. We’ve faced budget shortfalls, fires, floods, and COVID lockdowns. We’ve fought against misguided policies and measures imposed by heavy-handed government officials intoxicated with power and control. We’ve been under attack from outside and sometimes from within. And there’s no sign of relief in sight.

Of course, we know that God grants us grace at the moment we need it, not in advance. You don’t have the grace today for tomorrow’s problems.

“Take therefore no thought for the morrow: for the morrow shall take thought for the things of itself. Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof.” Matthew 6:34

That promise has indeed been fulfilled many times over the years. God has poured out abundant grace upon us, and it has always been more than enough. However, if I had known years ago about all the challenges I would face, in my weakness I might have reconsidered entering the ministry. And part of that grace was God not revealing everything to me ahead of time.

Corrie ten Boom, in her book “The Hiding Place,” recalls an incident from her childhood when she was returning home on a train with her father. She had accompanied him on a trip to buy parts for his watchmaking business. Recently, she had heard the term “sexsin” in a poem at school, so she asked her father what it meant. Her father thought for a moment, then stood up and took down his suitcase from the rack. He said, “Will you carry this off the train for me, Corrie?”

Corrie stood up and with a child’s hand she tugged at the suitcase. It was packed full of the watches and spare parts he had bought on the trip. “It’s too heavy,” she said. “Yes,” her father replied. “And it would be a pretty poor father who would ask his little girl to carry such a load. It’s the same way, Corrie, with knowledge. Some knowledge is too heavy for children. When you are older and stronger, you will be able to handle it. For now, you must trust me to carry it for you.”

As a wise Father, our Lord also knows when knowledge becomes too much for us to handle. He is not being cruel or heartless when He withholds the full explanation. He is carrying our burdens (I Peter 5:7). He promises that the burdens He gives us to carry will always be light (Matthew 11:30).

I realize my burdens have been relatively light compared to others’. Things have been pretty easy for me. Still, if I had known what lay ahead, I might have hesitated before stepping into the ministry. But God is wise and loving enough to tell us what we need to know and to withhold, at least for a time, what we do not need to know. God is merciful in not revealing everything to us. He gives us enough to sustain us if we trust Him, but often that doesn’t feel like enough. Usually, we want to know more.

It is essential to note that this holds true not only for our personal lives but also for what is happening globally. God provides us with understanding of everything we need to know about world events, politics, and culture, but He does not reveal everything.

“Behold ye among the heathen, and regard, and wonder marvellously: for I will work a work in your days, which ye will not believe, though it be told you.” Habakkuk 1:5

God told Habakkuk that if I were to tell you all the things I am doing, you wouldn’t believe it. If God were to tell us today what He’s doing in the world or the things He’s accomplishing in our lives, we couldn’t understand it either. Don’t think that God has given up or stepped down from His throne. He hasn’t. He’s still in control. And those of us who know Him trust in Him and Him alone. When everything else fails, crumbles, and shatters, He’ll be there.

Chances are, you’ll encounter a few more potholes along your journey. Most likely, you won’t know when or where they’ll appear. Pow, suddenly you will face another shaking! So, perhaps the best advice is the same as Paul gave the church at Ephesus.

Ephesians 5:15 “See then that ye walk circumspectly, not as fools, but as wise,”

Be as prepared as you can, trusting in the Word of God to guide every step, and rely on God for the things beyond your control.

Dr. Worthington has been in the ministry nearly fifty years and serves as President of Pathway Ministries and Christian Bible College.

What Can I Help You With Today?

Over my lifetime, I have asked a lot of things of our Lord. All kinds and categories of blessings have made my list of petitions before the throne. I have also gotten in the habit over the years of asking the Lord each day if there is anything special I can do for Him. I have discovered that many times after doing that, He often reciprocates by asking what He might do for me. Don’t think that to be strange; it is actually quite common in the Scriptures.

Let’s suppose that Jesus asked you that question today. How would you respond? What would you like Jesus to do for you today? What do you want from Him? It is interesting that most of us have never really given this a lot of thought. I am sure we could quickly develop a list, but chances are it would be a hastily contrived list, and we might even omit what we really need most. Why? Because although we may have a prayer list, we never assess what might be the most critical need that we have. If you had one wish today, a wish that didn’t interfere with someone’s free will or disrupt God’s master plan, what would it be?

We often rejoice in the abundant life we have in Christ. In Romans 8:37, we read, “Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us.”

We are often reminded of our countless blessings, which often come without even asking for them. We may feel that asking for more is wrong, and sometimes, it may be.

James 4:3: “Ye ask, and receive not, because ye ask amiss, that ye may consume it upon your lusts.”

However, it certainly couldn’t be wrong if Jesus is the One doing the asking.

On one occasion, Jesus was heading to Jerusalem, where He would be crucified. As they depart Jericho, they pass by a blind beggar by the name of Bartimaeus. When Bartimaeus hears that Jesus is nearby, he cries out to Him: “Jesus, thou Son of David, have mercy on me.” (Mark 10:47). Those nearby tell him to be quiet, but he keeps calling out to the Master. Upon hearing the cries of the blind man, Jesus stops and calls Bartimaeus to come to Him.  When He gets to Jesus, the Lord asks him: “What wilt thou that I should do unto thee?” Mark 10:51.

That question, that simple question, from our Almighty God, never fails to astound me. God asked a mere man, “Is there anything I can help you with today?”  Do you know what is even more amazing? Jesus sometimes asks me the same question, and if you are listening for His voice, I’ll bet He has asked you also. How would you answer? “What wilt thou that I should do unto thee?” Interestingly, Bartimaeus knew precisely what He wanted from Jesus and said, “Lord, that I might receive my sight.” And immediately, he received his sight and followed Jesus. 

Of course, we know that Jesus could not have been ignorant about what the blind man wanted. As a matter of fact, it is unlikely that anyone in the crowd doubted what Bartimaeus wanted. If you had interviewed 50 people and asked, “What do you think Bartimaeus wants?”  They would have all thought you were nuts for asking. Yet, Jesus asks, “What can I do for you today?”

If you look at the entire story, this was the second time on this journey that Jesus asked, “What do you want Me to do for you?” If you look at Mark 10:35-38, you will find He asked the same thing, this time to James and John. Their answer reveals that they were just as blind as Bartimaeus, just in a different way.

In like fashion, the Almighty Creator has the concern and takes the time to call upon me; amid all my sins and failures, He asks me if He can be my Servant. What amazing love; to be loved by love Himself. So, as we enter the throne room of grace, listen, and you may very well hear Him ask, “What do you want me to do for you?” Then, be very clear about what you want and speak it to Him by faith. And next, just watch what He alone can do!

Let’s look at another occasion where this question would be asked.

John 1:35-38 “Again the next day after John stood, and two of his disciples; And looking upon Jesus as he walked, he saith, Behold the Lamb of God! The two disciples heard him speak, and they followed Jesus. Then Jesus turned and saw them following, and saith unto them, What seek ye? They said unto him, Rabbi, (which is to say, being interpreted, Master,) where dwellest thou?”

They didn’t answer His question, did they? Jesus asked them, “What seek ye?”  Their answer? “Where do you live?” Jesus replied, “Come and see.”

Jesus loves His children so much that I believe He will often ask you, “What can I do for you today.” I think He asks it over and over again. Why would He do that? I can’t give you a definitive answer, but part of it is that Jesus wants us to dream and expect great things in our lives. Our Lord is a God of hope (Romans 15:13), so He wants His children to live a life of expectancy.

I sense this most clearly when we are engaged in a major project. When we were rebuilding the academy after the flood, I sensed my Lord almost daily asking, “So, what can I help you with today?”  He called me out and made me take responsibility and ownership of my dreams. It was when I burned with passion to accomplish something for God that He most often offered His help. It would be far easier not to dream. It would be safer to lower your expectations. Yet, when Jesus calls us out on a limb, and we are too scared to move, He looks deep into our souls and asks, “Is there anything I can do to help?”

Regardless of your greatest need—whether spiritual, physical, emotional, or financial—God has the power to deal with it and wants to help you take control of it. What is your greatest need right now? What might Jesus do for you?

God is concerned for you. Another time I hear this question from my Lord is after I have prayed hard for others. I go down my list of people, and I ask God to bless them according to their own unique needs. As I pour out my heart for others, it is then He softly asks, “But what can I do for you?”

As God’s child, don’t ever allow the devil to convince you that God is distant, far off, and uninterested in your needs. I assure you, He will always be there for you, whether you sense it or not. As you closely follow Jesus, as you face your biggest problems, as you intercede for those in need, listen, listen closely, and you may very well hear the voice of Jesus softly saying, “Yes, but what can I do for you?”

Dr. Worthington has been in the ministry nearly fifty years and serves as President of Pathway Ministries and Christian Bible College.